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GIFTS GIFTS GIFTS its my BIRTHDAY!!!

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 00:10:30 GMT

What up to all you kids out there? I didnt go to school today b/c mother was to lazy to take me. But yet shge wasnt to lazy to go out to Lunch and shoping with me.

This weekend was chill. Friday was homecoming, everyone looked cute as hell! All the girls looked georgous and all the guys looked like studs! ...the dance was ok got my freak on half the night. After the dance we rolled to some hotel and chilled the whole night.

Saturday was freakin awesome! It was the DOWNEY vs. WARREN game. And yes we all no DOWNEY tore shit up and won 30-12 I think lol!!! ...My boy Domo tore shit up and so did Rudy (good shit guys)...after the game rolled to the school celebrated then hit up In-N-Out where everyone posted up at. After chilled for awhile saw alot of people that I hadnt seen in awhile and made me happy =) After the homies rolled through to PENTHOUSE and got crunked! Some random people stayed at the PENTHOUSE that I never wouldve thought would stay but made me happy :)

Sunday mom made me and a special someone breakfest =) lol it was really cute. Then just chilled the rest of the day.

so as most of you no my b-day is coming up!!! ...HALLOWEEN baby :) not quite sure what imma do yet...but yah so i decided..my friends dont usually get me anything for my bday cuz i ask em not to..or they just dont want to..but im lonely right now and i love to feel special so if u really wanna score points or just be an awesome friend then lemme help u out if u dont already know me....

=YELLOWCARD/STARTING LINE TICKETS!!...
=any cd..this way i can take it back and get what i want..
=clothes but im super picky ...so here it goes LACOSTE,diesel,rvca,leche,fender,
=a new wallet
=picture frames (with a picture of me and you in it or just you so I can cherish that moment hehe)
=something funny or creative
=make me something
=ballons
=CARD..VERY IMPORTANT...
=suprises through out the day (a call or a text or even a visit)
=take my ass out and show ur crazy love for me
=some one to wake me up and suprise me then i can tell em theyre gay and just make em lay with me for another five minutes til im fully awake!!
=that special someone

and these are gifts that i seriously want..so if ur cool and freakin love me buy em for me ok ur rad..did i mention that ur rad and im so glad were such awesome friends? stay posted theres more but i cant think it should all be up by oct 31..kk thanx

other then that wanna say I love alla you. Everyone who has ever been there for me!...on a good note one of the homies made me realize that I shouldnt be caught up with all the bad stuff that I do b/c there so much good out there rather than doing certain stuff like gettin crunked! much love bro <33

well im out stroke it easy kids

<3 the Classy Guy ADAM

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 03:10:36 GMT

hello everyone...

I thought I'd write a little bit every now and then starting today so you peeps can see what's been going on in my life.

Today just chilled went to the football game then after went to jonnys then to go see Theo @ work. (Lol good times haha)...Anyway schools like w/e I dont really care for it getting good grades so far, I just need to stop ditching! It hasnt even been like a month and I've ditched so much.lol fok it.

Me and one of my old homies manny-fressssh are cool again after like 2 years lol. I missed that nigguh <33333 on another note me and some friends arnt cool anymore. One I dont really care b/c that fool is a bitch and dont like me anyway and the other well I miss the other one alot but I guess its best that we dont talk anymore?wouldnt you say??? Its kinda weird just standing next to them everyday and actin like there not there, but yah thats all on them... hopefully things wont turn out like how they use to back in the day between me and hurr.

Homecoming is coming up and I dont have a date :( ...Took to long and waited forever to ask someone and now there taken. Most liekly imma take Theo and Kev-Dawg...

The homies have been chillin @ THE PENTHOUSE alot kickin it havin late night kick backs.

Been tlkin to Ms. Flores alot about everything thats going on in my pathetic life right now which consist of ...family..friends..gurls and school. Glad I have a teacher im able to communicate and who will understand me. <33

well im out the homie Kev is gonna come over so we can bond

oh yah happy b-day to my nigguh ADDI the Big 18 today!

Stroke it Easy

<3 Adam

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 03:05:49 GMT

This weekend totally rocked!

friday- didnt do shit b/c I got introuble for my phone bill ($900)...but just chilled @ Theos work and tried to get him introuble!

saturday- chilled with theo...jonny and peter @ my house then went to some party which was fokin coo. Went to Petes got the grub on then rolled through to the PENTHOUSE. Oh yah and chilled w/ Destiny :)

sunday- woke up mom made us all breakfest, went to jonnys and chilled...went to the mall and got a shirt, went to the show! ...It was so fokin tyte!!! tore shit up there!!! haha ...everyone had a blast singing to the melodies to the songs we love the after hit up Micky D's then took everyone home.

today was like w/e ...I hate alot of people! just so you all no!

senses fail show- oct 6th!!!

stroke it easy.

<3 Adam

Fuck friends...

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 03:36:56 GMT

aye yo what up to everyone out there...

well imma keep this one short, check it one... word of advice is watch who your true friends are AND LEARN HOW TO PICK THEM OUT! I just realized who my true friends are...NONE OF THEM!

on a good note...EVERYONE I might be going to COLUMBUS!!!! :)
well imma talk to my counciler about it tom. and see if I can get in.

well stroke it easy <3 Adam

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 23:53:02 GMT

hi everyone!

I havnt written in this in so long. Things have been a little weird but w/e kinda confused. This weekend was so chill kickin it with the homies. My mom went outta town to the beach house in Rosorito for the weekend and my sis was w/ her friends.

Friday night went to a Party was pretty cool...then the gang rolled through to the PENTHOUSE and spent the night and just foked around all night...lol haha "my dream"

Saturday didnt do shit all day but sleep cuz we had a ruff night lol. We were gonna go to some party but we stayed here and ate pizza then outta nowhere a grip of ppl showed up here and we had a kick back. it was fokin cooooooo! ..great times in the garage lol hahahaha!!! and whoever fokin JIZZZZED on my bed is a fokin asswhole!!!

Fok dood so many people piss me off! I dont like very many people anymore. And some of my friends are starting to really piss me off! ...there starting to act like yahhhhh... fok it I now no I cant trust them!

well im out
take care everyone
goodbye

<3 Adam

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 17:10:33 GMT

Bonfire tonight @ HB
between towers 15-17
around 6-6:30
free food drunks w/e else you want
call me or rudy for more info...
(adam)708-3044 (rudy) 244-8026
everyone is welcomed! =)

until then may you all go funk and get crunked!

<3 Adam

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 23:25:11 GMT

Hmmm...where do I start??? ...things have been very strange lately.

Last night chilled with... matthew...jorge...rudolph @ THE PENTHOUSE like always. Brought 3 rucas...which was pretty chill. Lol hahahaha...anyways got drunk and emo told matthew what was bothering me..went for a walk and did a session. Came back watched a movie. That was it.

Well this thursday were having a Bonfire @ H.B so anyone and everyone is welcomed to join the festivities! lol =) just hit one of us up for more info.

Schools about to start in like a week. Got all my gear goona look pretty fresh this year =)...Have no dramma with anyone at the moment and and things with alla my friends are goin well. Lost some but fok it there loss. ...by the way someone throw a fokin party before school starts!

Got dissed again. =/ sucks but w/e...I need to find myself a gurl!!! I think once I have one I wont be so bitter about life or anything. ...Have someone really cool in mind but Idk if its a good idea.

I have to learn how to forgive and forget dont you think???

until then may you all go funk and get crunked!

<3 Adam David

call me BUCKY...

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 06:15:03 GMT

wow...I havn't updated this piece in forever! I guess it's b/c im always on myspace.

Sorry for the long pause in communication. Ive been deeply eyebrowsed in the design making for Stuck At First. Fresh new stickers and T-Shirts just made so call me for orders or e-mail me at HPballer310@aol.com

lifes been chill. Been surfing alot with Addison. Having alot of kick backs and just workin on the clothing line.

A ish load of stuff has happened since I last wrote in here. Lost a couple friends but then again got some new ones. Miss them but hopefully we can all be friends again and if not w/e there loss. Moved out for like 2 days then moved back in lol. If you no me then you no how me and my mom are. Started kickin it with my beautiful Lindsey =) ...Shes so awesome! started skimboarding and surfing so that cool. Been applying for jobs all over. So far Tillys is lookin the best. I went in today and talked to the manager. Seemed really cool. Hopefully I'll get the job. But g2g gonna go post up some STUCK AT FIRST stickers so be on the look out for them <3

thats all for now kids until then farewell take care and much love

<3 Adam David
a.k.a BUCKY

...so this is the end..

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 16:27:11 GMT

...I'll carve you name on this bullet so I can prove to the world that you were the last thing going through my head... so this is the end thou shall I say goodbye to my fellow friends I have loved as no other could ever love anyone farewell... <3 Adam David (try and figure out what it means if you already dont)

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 08:34:11 GMT

whats up to alla my niggs out there...

sorry for the long pause in communication. Well leeme see everything has been cool lately. Pat week went to altons party which me and my boy rudy had fun...lol...made some new STUCK AT FIRST shirts. Really happy its the best one out...i made the design with the help of my homie jorge (j-money)...other then that ive been chillin with the boys.We all went to go see that movie ... "NOTEBOOK" sad shit we all came out fokin emo. I cried im not afraid to admitt it that shit was sad....but yee. Yesturday me...rudy...matt..jorge and domo chilled @ matts for awhile then took the mustange for a spin and went alla way to Huntington Beach and came back. It was a nice ride before everyone left to go outta town. Well tom im going to out beach house in Rosorito and all the boys are in Laughlin right now ... :{ i wish i was with my nigs gettin tipsy like we do best. Well im out gonna finish watching my favorite movie... "DUCES WILD" take care much love <3 ADAM DAVID

oh yeee...i got highlights it looks fokin sweet the homie Ashley did em for me...iu look fokin cute with em lol
post pics next entry

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 05:04:17 GMT

Friday was pretty fokin tyte!

woke up around 10 Rudy came and swooped me up then went back to his pad. Chilled there played video games in the backhouse with his brothers. After that went to go to work on the clothin shit and make a new batch of shirts. Went back to Rudys chilled then went to the mall and I got a new pair of kicks. (sweet)...we got ready then took his bro to the movies saww...sybil :) then went to keits. Drove around got some liquore then hit up Altons Party. Shit was tyte! well me and rudy thought it was lol. Domo was pissed hahaha i dont give a fok tho. We all chilled went to petes after ate then back to altons. I got hungry again went back to petes didnt eat tho waited for the bathroom for bout 20 min. then got in a fight with sum black guy b/che was trying to sell shit to me. went home had to break in b/c i didnt have my key then I passed out.

saturday was ok. Didnt do shit stayed home and got a lil juss a lil tipsy by the pool then had to find a place to sleep for the night b/c my mom had pract. kicked me out. went to micky d's it was scary so i feel asleep in the garage. sad shit :( and that was it. oh and i was pissed b/c someone had straight out lied to me and made me look like a dumbass but w/e fok that..in the bible it says what goes around comes around- 50 cent and trust me that shits gonna come around

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 20:10:06 GMT

tUpAcDr96: sup cuzin
tUpAcDr96: hows that clothing shit going
HoldMyOwn310: what up
HoldMyOwn310: its coo alot of clothin lines out right now
tUpAcDr96: fuck that lemons truth=lies seldom found
HoldMyOwn310: word
tUpAcDr96: aye i got down today
tUpAcDr96: with the same foo
HoldMyOwn310: with who
tUpAcDr96: those foos from lco
HoldMyOwn310: lol haha you fok him up or what
tUpAcDr96: yea
tUpAcDr96: but i got kicked out of summer school
HoldMyOwn310: lol dumbshit coo they caught you fighting?
tUpAcDr96: yea
HoldMyOwn310: rugged ass
HoldMyOwn310: they arrest you?
tUpAcDr96: nah
tUpAcDr96: they said it was a mutual fight so they just kicked me out and called my mom
HoldMyOwn310: haha coo
tUpAcDr96: yea
HoldMyOwn310: it was juss a 1 on 1 or what?
tUpAcDr96: nah 3 on 1
tUpAcDr96: at first it was 1 on 1
tUpAcDr96: then other homies jumped in
tUpAcDr96: at the end I was fucking him up
tUpAcDr96: he only hit me once and i got him bout 9 times
tUpAcDr96: in the nose face mouth he was crying
HoldMyOwn310: haha seriou?
tUpAcDr96: yea
HoldMyOwn310: what a bitch
tUpAcDr96: yup
tUpAcDr96: but im not tripping im gonna tell my mom mr. zamora is stupid
HoldMyOwn310: zamoras back now?
tUpAcDr96: and lies cause you know how he cheats on his wife and shit yea juss for summer school
HoldMyOwn310: lol hahaha yeee..
HoldMyOwn310: who else got down? the homies from VAK?
tUpAcDr96: yea
tUpAcDr96: they think im from vak
tUpAcDr96: but im not
tUpAcDr96: from no where
HoldMyOwn310: you a oner now?
tUpAcDr96: but of course they never believe you
tUpAcDr96: the reason why got down cause that foo pulled a knife out on me
tUpAcDr96: yesturday
tUpAcDr96: so i was like fuck that me and the homies saw him walking to class so we rushed
tUpAcDr96: fuck lco there all toy
tUpAcDr96: well im out cuzin
tUpAcDr96: tell me if anyone fucks with you or your homies
HoldMyOwn310: aiight late call

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 17:14:05 GMT

Yesturday was pretty fokin sweet! didnt do shit during the day till like 5:00pm. Went to Rudys to watch the Ultimate Fighting with all the homies. That shit was fokin sweet. SHAMROCK knocked kimo the fok out! I shouldve made that $50 bet with rudy but w/e. We all chilled ate food playin b-ball and I kept gettin foked up by Adam rudys older bro :( After the fight we all juss chilled in the backhouse. Got ready then loaded up on sum liquor then hit the party.

Rolled like 12 heads deeps ..Rudys truck and Micals van full of niggs to this fool James party. First we went to a Liquor store and I had some bum get me like 2 40's shit was sweeet! The we hit up the party, that shit was actually the best downey party I hasd been to all year. It was coo no one started shit no dramma with anyone. surprising huh? lol. I was dancing my lil ass off like no other with all the mijasss. Saw some mijass spit that game that I have and it was off. I dunno why in the hell we decided to leave. We were all having a good time dancing and yeee...I was hoping I was gonna see someone I had in mind but they werent there. We left took some people home then went to go eat.

We all went to go eat at some taco place in South Gate I think.. Dont really remember. We all chilled caled up some mijas to take em back to THE PENTHOUSE but that was a negative. Then after everyone was throwing food at the get away van and 2 of the homies were all up in each others face. Nothing happened so that was coo. Left drove around didnt find shit to do so I juss came home. Talked to the homie erika for a lil and her cuzin. aww..*devan*..lol..then went to bed. Well im out last night was the tightest night of summer so far. Thats how me and the homies roll!!!

<3 ADAM to tha.. Big "A"

STUCK AT FIRST clothing...
hottest shit out right now!
aint no line better!

Michelle To THA.....

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 03:09:56 GMT

hey guysss michelle here.... im updatign this stuff cuz im at hoem bored.. but shhh adam doesnt know.. hhehehe... well yeaa i just wanna say FUK haters...and ADAM to tha is tizzzite toooo! well yea i just wnated to say HEYY!!! OGE6... we be doign BIG thangss... xoxoxo <3 the one and only..... Michelle </b></a>__kiss_me__ holla!

...SuMMa... SuMMa... SuMMa...

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 06:36:16 GMT

So far this summer has been fun. Last night Miguel called me up @ like 2 asking if he could come over so I said yah and he came and brought me food. Didn't do much but just chill and watched him talk chit to people.

Today I didn't do much, woke up around 9 took a shower and got ready. Miguel woke up around 12 then left and went to Warren. I stayed then my cousin came for me and we hit up Cerittos Mall. Got a pair of jeans from the GAP and another pair of Vans so I was satisfied.

Came home ate dinner with the fam. went across the street and chilled with Franceen :) After that came home talked to Michelle briefly then watched "A Butterfly Affect"(good movie) Now im just chillin it's about 11:30 and im just waitin for jonny and kevin to come so we can go to 1,000 steps. Love that beach it's so romantic. Fellas I suggest you take your special someone there! anyone wanna go with me??? ..lol Well I'm bout to go have some cake that I baked for 2PACs b-day lol

Holla @ a nigguh
<3 ADAM to tha..

i should juss run away forever

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 05:55:38 GMT

we all give up sometimes....I dont care, I dont care anymore...why are we giving up???

ok so today was pretty cool the first day of summer was fun. Woke up around 8 I wasnt able to sleep in but I have the rest of summer to do that. Went to go take my senior pictures. Damn I cant believe im gonna be a senior next year...crazy shit! after taking pics went to my aunts house saw my baby cuzin and my papa bear. I miss that kis havnt seen him in forever. He's gettin chunky...but he says hes not he says hes a "big boy" lol. Went to go eat lunch with my mom @ Black Angus. That place has some good steaks! goos chit. Went to cerittos mall and got me some new kicks and some gear from The GAP. (my favorite store)...came home took a nap and that was it. After went across the street to talk to my neighbor...aww that made my day! shes so pretty. After juss chilled then her bf came. Damn I got swooped on again! sad thats like the 5th time. :( W/E FOKKKKK IT!!!

fok shit is crazy...one moment me and my mom are fight and yeling and cursing at each other...then 10 min. later were all coo...i hate how i disrespt my mom so much! i yell talk back to her curse at her...fok i regret all that shit that I do to her. Shes always there buying me things and always supporting me and is always there when my ass gets introuble. I have a tendency of getting into trouble i guess you can say b/c of my attiutde and its really gonna get me introuble one of these days. I guess you can say thats why im always rolling solo. My attitude got me walkin solo ride all alone in my low-low watchin the whole world move in slow mo- "2PAC" ...i really need to change it. And I guess the reason why me and my mom always fight is b/c i hate being told to do things. Maybe if I would juss do it the first time instead of her having to tell me over and over we wouldnt fight. Why cant things be perfect like how they use to be? where me and my mom always got along, where we never fought and everythings was roses??? I treat her like shit and then she goes and buys me things and still does stuff for me. I guess you can say b/c she loves me but I feel that she shouldnt b/c i dont deserve that. I try show my mom the most RESPECT I can but its really hard. FOK, now that I look at things im not a very good person...wish things could change

<3 Big "A" ADAM to tha...

...to my surprise before my eyes you were right...dont worry ill catch you, dont ever worry...your arms in mine anytime I wouldnt trade anything your still my everything...still breaking old habits...

time for a change...

Wed, 09 Jun 2004 02:27:19 GMT

STUCK AT FIRSTclothing...

mine and rudys clothing company...look for our shirts this weekend ...

well I never write in this piece during the week only when tyte shit happens and only on the weekends but today and yesturday were cool...

YESTURDAY

School was chill...2ed period didnt do shit...4th got in a fight with my teacher cuz I wasnt feeling good and he didnt give me a pass to the nurse so i juss walked out...on the way to the nurse I stoped by Ms. FLORES room... aww Ms. FLORES is the coolest teacher by far. She let me chill in there and so I juss kicked it was Rudy and Shawn. I wasnt feelin good so she was comferting me and then I was tellin her bout sum shit im goin through. Thats so cool that I can talk to a techer bout shit thats bothering me. She helped me out :) ...@ lunch Me..Rudy...Jonny and Domo went to go to eat @ BJ's out in Huntington Beach it was pretty cool. Came back to the school got out Yearbooks then rudy dropped me off @ lil nicks. Went with Jason to get my Hair-Cut..looks cool alot of gurls like it so im happy :) then went to the doctor cuz yeee...went to go eat dinner with my mom then Rudy called me cuz he wanted to go to the Senior Bon-Fire.that shyt was fokin cool...I was buzzin it I guess you can say had fun if you no what i mean...lol...chilled with the homies from BOSCO. After the bon-fire we went to go eat @ Jack-N-Tha Crack off of PCH. Me...Rudy...Jorge...Mical..Chris...Young B...Vince...Kev-Dawg...Beltran...were all eatin in the backbed of Rudys truck @ like 11:00 right on the beach it was tyte! ...those fools have my back so if you bitches wanna start shit tell me whats up...

TODAY

today was a fokin emo day... :( 1st didnt go I went to Rudys and watched STAR WARS with him. Then after we went to school @ snack. 3rd got kicked out cuz I was late the teacher told me to get out and I got in a fight with him...fokin prick! ...went to Ms. FLORES room she let me stay and I feel asleep. 5th period was coo. Chilled in the front office with erika. Me and her were bonding and she was tellin me stuff thats on her mind and I did the same. Shes the homieee... After school Me...Rudy...Erika and Domo went to go eat @ COLDSTONES. I heard some shit and it got me EMO. W/e fok it... Went to micals chilled then Kev-Dawg showed up we all chilled...then Jonny and Theo came. We had a lil kick back it was fun. I got EMO then went to STARBUCKS and got a Latte. Went to fat mikes to pick up my CD's then came home and now im juss chillin...

ok now this is how it goes...

The old ADAM is OUT! and the NEW ADAM is IN! I got that Alagator skin and that cold fokin heart! ...Im the ruggedest motha fucka' your gonna meet. If im a dick to you fok it.u dont like it then FUCK YOU!

Id like to end this with a FUCK you and have a NICE day ...

<3 ADAM to tha... Big "A"

wtf am I gonna do?

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 04:04:59 GMT

saturday night was pretty much a negative...

didnt do shyt during the day...then my cuzin eric came over and we juss chilled. Didnt do much then later that night rudy called me saying he wanted me to take everyone (rudy... erika... marcela... and jonny) to 1,000 steps...aww i love that place :) ...anyways didnt end up goin. Rudy came and got me and eric @ the PENTHOUSE around 11:30 went to coldstones it was closed :( went to LBTC got Carls Jr. then we went to another special place I like to go to called "SIGNAL HILL" it was coo ...me and rudy were rolling down the hill and i messed up my ankle and hit my head hard b/c he tackled me :( ...felt 5th wheel..everyone had someone...fok it came home around 1:30 got crunked with cuzin eric called miggy he came like @ 3:00 a.m didnt go to bed till like 4 passed out and thats it...

today didnt do shit but juss chill with cuzin eric and miguel the whole day....we were gonna go to 1,000 steps with rudy but he couldnt end up going...so we juss chilled and watched movies...we had a BBQ and watched the LAKER game ...(they lost) next game they'll win...well im out gonna go ponder bout some shit...

<3 Adam David

wtf am I gonna do? or should I do? about anything (any suggestions leave a comment)

Sat, 05 Jun 2004 21:07:40 GMT

what up to all my lil nigguhs out there...

Friday

well school was like w/e nothin special happened like anything ever does...

but after school we had our spring football game...before the game me and rudy went to go get some food @ Petes then went to Furman to eat. Ahhh...it was nice eatin at the park and talkin about certain people...

Came back to the school got ready for the game ans saw renee marcela and michelle...they didnt stay cuz there too cool for us... sad :( ...kinda glad they didnt stay b/c we lost 12-18...

After went to go eat at some place called MARITZAS or sumthin like that w/ mical peter rudy erika and rudys family...that chit was good! ..went to rudys posted up for awhile showed changed went to the krick saw HARRY POTTER damn that movie is long i think we all feel asleep...lol...went to rudys then went drivin around tryin to find sumthin to do

went to renees house aww...shes tyte...chilled for awhile then went home like @ 2 got jack in the crack on the way home then rudy miguel and peter stayed didnt go to bed till like 4 cuz miguel was keepin us up...

and now im juss chilled gettin ready cuz we might go to the beach....

kick back @ my pad tonight...

holla @ a nigguh <3 ADAM to tha...

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 04:48:33 GMT

well this weekend was tight!...I havnt had this muchg fun in forever...well On friday I didnt go to school...I went on a road trip with Rudy..Jonny..and Rudys family to Laughlin. Damn that shyt was so fun.

HATED by many

LOVED by some

RESPECTED BY ALL

FRIDAY

Friday didnt go to school left rudys house around 10:00 am got to Lauglin around 3:00...it was coo the drive up was chill no traffic. It was tyte chillin with they boys again bonding like how we use to. We had fun foking with people and singing the melodies to the songs that we love...well got there chilled in the room..that night we got dressed got drunk then went to the bowling ally. Damn...i cant believe I underestimated myself with gurls. I talked to a grip on friday night and met a gurl and made a bowling date with her so that was coo. Got drunk then me rudy and jonny went for a walk down the river and were juss tlkin bout certain people. I LOVE it when RUDYS drunk.

SATURDAY

We woke up @ l;ike 5 to go to the lake. It was tye we went on the SEA DOOS and i was spittin mad game at sum gurls. We rode around for hours juss fokin with ppl. We got rolled up on by the 5-0's lol...We got pulled over for speeding and for not havin the stickers on the SEA DOOS. gay but yee...we juss chilled went to sum cove called CATS EYE...crazy shit there grip of gurls... :) ...that night we went to the room got drunk and went to the bowling ally...talked to jusseica and amanda and watched em bowl...crazy seeing them there....later that night we almost got in a fight cuz sum guy hit me and Recardo...(rudys brother Adams friend) was like aye wtf bitch lets get down but they didnt so it was coo...

SUNDAY

we did the same shyt during the day as we did did on saturday...

everone was tired so they juss watched a movie in the room that night and me and Recardogot drunk and walked around...he went to the room..and i walked all along the river to the other side of laughlin...crazy huh? well got alot of shyt off my mind and juss pondered...came home at like 4 and passed out

MONDAY

we woke up around 10 went to go eat with the whole family..left around 12 got home @ like 5. Went to matts and choilled with matt rudy and jorge..drove around almost got killed...went to nicolles house so rudy could go see erika...left went to jonnys watched the game then rudy went home and passed out...

well that was my weekend havnt had that much fun in forver... things are chill now

school - like w/e

friends- were all coo

family- like w/e

football- gay havnt practiced..my ankles still foked

gurls- dont no why i was sad..cant believe i underestimated myself with them

comment on this shyt ...holla @ a nigguh <3 ADAM to tha...

HEAVY HITTAS for life

( think i have a crush)

And Id give it all away...to have somwehere to go to...

Sun, 23 May 2004 23:52:15 GMT

Well this weekend was fun; well what I remember was fun! thanks to my boys for helping me remember what happened. Much love to you guys.

Friday-

Went to school…. Then to football it was an easy day

After went to lil nicks pad and changed domo came and got me then we went to jorges

From there it all happened! Lol yeeee… J

We got drunk went to the carnival then went to ROKA HULA. This night is going down in the record books

We met up with Keith bubba and Christian, we didn’t want to pay 20 bucks to get in so we decided to sneak in so we jumped the fence and then security was chasing us. They all booked it and I didn’t realize what was going on cuz I was really foked up so I was way behind them and I had a hard time jumping the fence so I jumped it and feel in a puddle of water L …then I jumped another fence and I landed in some bushed and I lost one of my shows and my sweater. My arm was all bleeding and we met up across the street. Sum ppl were looking at me and I guess I was talking shyt to them and I guess they called the cops. We went to taco bell and were chillin then we went back to warren and I guess I was hitting my head against a car. Mark came and picked me and bubba up and took me home and then I passed out on the floor cuz I couldn’t make it upstairs … so the night ended up cool but my arm was all bleeding, I lost a show, I lost a sweater and my ankle got really foked up (cant walk), and a bruise on my thy

Saturday-

Today was coo my new neighbor is cute!!!

But yee... Didn’t do shyt but Eric and Miguel came over. We just chilled and I got crunked but they didn’t. We were playing video games and I schooled those cats up. Then we went to the 7-11/ donut shop and got in a fight with like 3-4 Asians. They disrespected my cuzin so Miguel just went up and hit that fool in the face then me and Eric got in it and started hitting him and his friends came out and backed that nip up. Wee left drove around for a lil then came here and got drunk and talked to Alicia from og6. She’s a really cool chicken head. Im glad I talked to her. Lol but yee…I feel asleep then Miguel and Eric kept messing with me and I guess I hit him in the throat. Don’t fok around with me when im sleeping I get really mad!

Sunday-

Today was chill didn’t do shyt went to the store and got some blank CD’s. I juss got back from the mall a few minutes ago. My sister and I went to go get tickets… I bought some tickets for the DASHBOARD show…then I got some tickets for the WARPED TOUR. Cant wait both shows are gonna be coo

Im out im bout to go to 1,000 steps. Ahhh…I love that place J

Holla @ a nigguh <3 ADAM to the…

…And I just that I didn’t feel like there was something I missed…

…And I take back all the things that I said to you…

Sun, 16 May 2004 06:49:00 GMT

1.) Do you like me as a friend? why or why not?
2.) Have you ever liked me more than a friend? why or why not?and
if so when?
3.) What are my better and...not so good qualities?
4.) If you could change 1 thing about me what would it be?
5.) How did i meet you?
6.) Do you regret ever doing something 2 me? or me doing something
2 you?
7.) Would you miss me if disapeared?
8.) Would ever cry over me?have you ever cried over me? am i worth
crying over?
9.) Have you ever kissed me?would you ever kiss me?
10.) Do you love me? do i love you?
11.) Would you ever be with me? have you ever been with me?
12.) If you could tell me or do 1 thing 2 me what would it be? why

...Heavy Hitters for life...

Sat, 15 May 2004 19:07:21 GMT

Friday

...picture me sippin on 151 drunker then a motha fucka' droppin my gun or high as a kyte hittin hoes for fun..but that aint me dawg

well last night was prom...i didnt go cuz im gay...but yee..yest was a positive and negative day..

not much since last entry

still livin a rugged life...doin football and basketball for downey...me and michelle stopped talking...my papa bears b-days comin up!...goin to warped tour cant wait!...stillworkin w/ cuzin on the magazine...fok my life is shyt

Aight check it this was the positive part of my day...I wasnt gonna go to school but I had to turn my papers in for football so I had to. Turned it in at snack then ...me, rudy, erika, greg, and domo left and went to "CASA DEL LA PENTHOUSE ADAM" ... but first we went to some place in norwalk to pick up some carnesada. (dont no how to spell it) picked it up then we went to the penthouse.

We juss chilled with here and ozzy and brenda were here so we were all chillin like thugs that we are! ...we started the BBQ then ozzy gave me greg and domo some beers so we were juss pounding! :) I went swimin cuz I was hott and everyone was chillin eatin. Then we came in and watched "HALF BAKED". After we juss started watchin "A BRONX TAIL" love that movie...mical called me cuz Bosco didnt have skoo so he wanted to no if i wanted to bust a sick ass beer run @ Ralphs up in the LBC cuz thats where Kev-Dawg workds and he said no one was workin but we didnt end up goin. After we all left went back to the school met up w/ matt jorge and seth went to matts and chilled then went to jorges flirted w/ his mom shes a cutie then went to his cuzins Quince pract. that was a waste thats where the negative part of my day started. Chilled bored as fok...so we left around 9 went to drop everyone off then got pizza and went back to his cuzins house. Iwas already pissed cuz everyone was gettin me mad so I was like fok it so I walked all the way from Bosco to Alameda and Downey. Ave. But first had to go holla at the nigguh sergio at his pad. Left from there saw all the homies from the BROOK love those nigguhs from LAY LOW. Called sis she picked me up came home started pounding w/ the nigguh ozzy got drunk passed out watchin BUTTERFLY AFFECT then mandy called me and talked to her for a lil then jorge called then matt did i was like wtf ur killin my buz let me go to sleep...hung up brenda woke me up got me even more pissed off she wanted me to take her and ozzy to 1,000 steps but i was to lazy and it was like 4 in da mornin, shouldve gone so i couldve seen the sunrise :) thats it that was my day livin a rugged lifestyle fokkkkkkkkkk it

xoxo holla @ a nigguh <3 ADAM to tha...

HEAVY HITTERS for life

fok everyone and everything ...everyone and everythings out to hurt you!

...Rosta Mellow...

Mon, 03 May 2004 03:29:22 GMT

this weekend was kinda a negative thought I was gonna chill with the homies but that didnt end up happening and I thought Id be able to spend more time with Michelle but that was a negative :/ but yah anyways ...mom was @ the beach house in Rosorito so I chilled with my sis and her friends...

Friday didnt do anything but chill and watch movies with my sisters friends.

Saturday mornin went golfin with the homie ozzy. Hadnt done that for a long ass time! came home later that night me and sis went to go see her friends lil bros baseball game at some park in anahime. Miguel came for me went to go eat @ LBTC then came here and drank with my sis friends while my sis went clubbin! bout 12:00 we went for matt and jorge but they couldnt come cuz it was to late fags. Came back home drank some more then sis and some guy came, he seemed coo till he tried rapeing her so I pract. got in a fight with him then the homie Ozzy and fransisco threw his ass out. (Those the homies from SPD)...after that went to bed.

Todat didnt do shyt it wad hott as a motha...so we had a big ass BBQ and went swimin.

aiight check it im a little confused and dont no what to do...

Aiight here it goes...this guy name "A" like this gurl name "M" lol...anyways...he likes her and he thinks she likes him well thats what she tells him and he believes her but yee..."A" is startin to think that she doesnt like him anymore and hes really confused on what he should do cuz he likes her, and at times it seems like he doesnt but he really does...but yah "M" has just been actin a lil weird lately and feels like she doesnt like him no more so he dont no what to do...